It kills me to think about it.
Weeks!!! Fucking weeks!!!
I feel so many things
If someone had been there, would they both still be here? If someone had been with Michael, they could have helped him get his insulin. If someone had been with Jeremy,
I wish I had been
Death gets more familiar to accept as we experience more and more losses
Uncle Rusty says, "you gotta stop making a big deal of it, it just gets worse"
Funny, I thought I had been doing better than the worst time. Much better.
Everything is always exactly as it should be.
I suppose that includes knowing damn well if I had been there, sigh
For fucks sake - weeks!!!
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I love you, Michael
May your spirit rest in peace, that is - when it's ready
I love you, Jeremy
May your spirit rest in peace, it's what you were always missing
Thank you for loving me. ❤️ may I always remember.
