I'm trying it out, have been off and on for awhile
Every moment I am here is a gift
Sometimes the gift breaks my heart and floods my world with thick tears and unconcious sobs
Sometimes it's a bottle, yet another, of booze to take me out of this day
Sometimes it's knowing my cat is dying, and doing my best to stay cool around him - fuck
Gifts, all gifts. I'm lucky to have all of these and all the good, mundane, stupid, awful. All of it.
It's amazing
