gratitude 9/5/23

I got to talk to Uncle Scott

I sold a piano

I got to talk to Adam

I helped Emmy

I helped Ruby, Sonny, Wiggles, Lita and Kitty

I got to talk to Amanda

I got to talk to my brunch buddy

I got to talk with Jeremy

I got to talk with Dougie

I got to talk to Ter-bear

I sang dad's song for uncle Scott

I showered and dressed

I wore makeup

I'm working

I'm pushing 

I'm willing 

I am being encouraged and supported

I did this.

Struggles and Fears

What would it be like to be free from internal struggles and fears?  I don't know.  

I want to free myself.  I know it's up to me.  If only that knowledge was the key.  

Fear, fucking fear.  Fear of anything, everything, nothing, whatever.

Struggling.  Why do I find comfort in struggling and Fear?  What the fuck is wrong with me?

Enough.